Life as we Know it

To my dearest Akong who is in heaven, thank you so much for giving me so much inspiration throughout my life. I've been very down these few days, ever since the day you passed on to join Ama in heaven. I sincerely loved you, and just wanted to say "Bye Akong" for the last time. I'm sure from this day onwards, I can move on with my life and not be a burden to my parents!

On the positive note, I'm back my friends! Yes, I know you are reading this, Mashimaro. And of course you too Lin! Life as we know it, is rather short. Therefore, we have to make full use of our time and appreciate every moment. I guess, talking to friends could be much better than just finishing that last Functions question I could never get would be so much more beneficial! From now on, I'm going to put more emphasis on friendships and my relationships with my family.

Really, this whole ordeal starting from when my grandfather was gone until now has been almost wilder than the ride I went with Fish, Gaven and Prithu in the "Lost World of Tambun" last year. I've had to do so many religious and traditional stuff I never did before just because my grandpa died, I've had to deal with my cough, flu, sneezes & headaches throughout this whole period, I've even had to put up a nice face when I didn't really have to! Why oh why do I put myself in so much misery, I wonder~

(I know this is my first picture in almost a decade literally)

As the picture says, it is time to move on. I've been living in the past for almost 2 years now. The last time I went back to SMKTD, I still found myself walking on the same corridor that I carried my violin and my heart with someone. But sometimes, (actually often), the person that we once knew WANTS us to move on. Yes, I'm mentioning about you, you, and of course my dearest grandparents in heaven.

Sometimes, we just have to watch the sunset go down by ourselves. Not all the time that special someone will be there to watch it with you. And you know what, IT SUCKS! but we just have to live with it. I mean, its just a way of life. People are going to leave us one day, it doesn't matter whether is it now and later, they are going to leave us. And that, is a fact.

So thank you, all of you, who have been going up and down with/for me during this past few weeks when I was down below recognition . I think now, it's time to do what everybody says and simply...

MOVE ON

P/S: I love you